Answers to life as we know it?

Yes, I did feel that way. But only because I needed to raise my son, go to school, move, finish up obtaining my black belt, and find my perfect career in just 2 years. So if I had accomplished all that I would probably feel that 40 hours a week of my time would be no problem. But I was not capable of others sharing my view that that is what was to happen, which I did get rid of them, so here I am. Still needing to do all of it and I am still at the beginning.